This morning started like any other average morning. Did my hair, took a selfie and read a smidge of the word in my tiny devotional. Hmm. He had another plan. I told myself last night that God wasn’t just gonna drop blessings all “willy nilly”. I need to search for him. Show him I’m serious. I need to sacrifice or put forth a little more effort to get the fullness of him. So, listening to Bethel Live play this morning, these words came into my spirit: “Stop playing with me. You are miserable because you’re looking everywhere where but at me.” I feel God telling me that I’ve used excuses long enough. Because we have his strength in our weakness what excuse is really all that valid? I can’t remember the last time I raised my hands and praised him. I felt ashamed. Beyond ashamed. Because that’s exactly what I’ve been doing PLAYING GAMES WITH GOD. I need to get right before he shows me who He really is, in a way I’ll regret.