Really can’t say lord, how this point came to be,
Can only blame myself ignoring what I could see
Hiding from reality and reaching for the right now
Knowing something’s not right, ignoring every doubt.
Adding more grout to the walls, making cleansing so far off.
Pounds of worry, unhappiness, and toleration, mounds of joy lost.
Excuse after excuse, bound by lies and ignorance
And evil awaited in the prettiest fashion, just by chance
So accepting fault, recognizing blame,
You’re the only one I can run to for change.
I’m ready now to be purified, cleansed, made new
The only joy, pleasure, and obsession i want is You
Shed the pounds of misery, erase damage I’ve done,
Change my taste for the past, make your sweetness the only one
Change my view, and take the blinders off
Help me to see all that’s pointless and should be lost
Because my walls are toxic and depleted of substance
Fulfilled by pleasure only found through circumstance.
Take my faults and turn them for good
Reveal the lesson to be learned and completely understood
Make it plain as day to the evil that resides,
That it has no place here and can no longer hide.
Every spirit that captivated my mind, and led me astray
Remove the welcome in me and demand it’s eviction today.
Hallelujah I’m free, I feel the walls breaking down
Joy to you God, I’m no longer bound
By any captivity of addiction, there’s no more contamination found
I speak it clear, bold, and fast
This will be a new start, not bound by my past.
My mistakes will not hold me prisoner, I’ll shed the years away.
And now I say…
Dedicated to any woman that has let life HOLD HER DOWN.
To any woman that has not reached their full potential in the Lord BECAUSE OF WEIGHTS IN LIFE.
To any woman ready to DROP THE LOADS picked up in life.
Those that are ready to be FREE AND WEIGHTLESS IN JESUS.
Patricia Marie 2012